Where am I going in 2022?

Where do I go from here? To be completely transparent, I haven’t written in over a month now. I guess you can say that I have lost my muse for the words. As much as that pains me to say, I need to figure out how to get them back. Any suggestions? lol

In the past year, I have published 2 books and failed miserably. No, I am not writing for the money or the fame, but I could not even get feedback on my books. The last book I even gave away over 80 copies, and no feedback. Something doesn’t sit well with me on that because when I tracked who read the book to the end, the number was quite high. So, if amazon is screwing me out of the feedback, or was it not worth a review? In all honesty, I had a friend buy the book and try to leave me feedback. Amazon would not give me credit for it. Never try to contact them because you will get the royal runaround. How do I know what I did wrong if I may not see the comments that others leave for me?

So long story short, what do I do? I have 2 books almost complete, and is it worth paying for a cover and for the book to be formatted when no one will see my work? My next two books are (1) a book of novella horror stories and (2) an erotic story of a young nun. I tried to use Kindle Vella and they censor your writing to where it was not worth publishing. I dislike to be told what I can, and cannot write. So, where do I go from here? Stick with blogging whatever I want, make this blog more structured, or should I publish and allow amazon to screw me over again?

Another thing. I have noticed that my Kitten stories are my highest views. Should I use that as a muse and continue to write what people what to see? I am just rambling here, but any suggestions will help.

Thanks for listening.

Blogmas -3-

Learn to make a new type of cookie. This one is not mine, but I’ve made it and it’s always asked for again and again.


1 cup softened salted butter
1/2 cup powdered sugar
1/4 tablespoon vanilla extract
1/4 tablespoon almond extract
2 cups all purpose flour
3/4 cup diced maraschino cherries
2/3 cup chocolate chips
1/4 cup nuts- optional

Drain your cherries and place onto a few sheets of paper towel to remove most of the cherry juice, then dice.
In a large mixing bowl, mix together your butter, powdered sugar, vanilla extract, and almond extract.

Now mix in your flour
Fold on your maraschino cherries and chocolate chips
Knead your dough in your hands to remove and air bubbles and form into a log shape
Roll your dough log in Saran Wrap and refrigerate over night
Preheat your oven to 350° and line a baking sheet with a piece of parchment paper
Unwrap and slice your dough in thick slices
Bake for 12-14 minutes or until golden brown

Here kitty

“Here Kitty Kitty, you can run, but when I catch you, you’re fucked! I’m going to wreck and ravage that pretty little body until you fucking scream. So go ahead, you can run. Let’s play little Kitty. Just wait until I sink my teeth into the pretty little neck and take what’s mine. I’m going to roar in that ear and I am going to fucking destroy you. That’s right Kitty. Time to play. Now run! or try to……”

Author note: Sorry for my absence. I’ve slipped a disc.

Happy Mothers Day

I want to wish all you Mothers a Happy Mother’s Day.

They say children are a blessing, and those that have them have the whole world in their hands. I want to send my warmest love to all the Mothers, God Mothers, Grand Mothers, and Aunts. Whether you gave birth, adopted, or became a mother by tragedy, you are amazing.

For all those mothers who can only hold their children in their hearts, know that you are loved. Never forget that you may not hold your child in your hands, but you are and always will be their Mama.

God Bless you all.


I hate not posting for a couple days, but I have a little writers block. I know, write through it, and I am trying, but I feel boring right now. I need something to spice up my words. So please don’t think I am forgetting about anyone. I need to get my head into the writing zone again.

Love you all tons and thank you for all the kind comments.

Highway of Lost Souls

I have so many projects in the works right now that I wish I would just finish one before my mind drifts to the next. Well, that’s not true. I am 3/4 the way done with a second story of a short story book of horrors. Problem is, now I want to add a 3rd novella to the book. Below is a brief, very brief outline for what could be the 3rd novella. Yea or Nay?

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